Explosion of Ideas & Passion
God is at work in my heart! I have sensed his stirrings in me over the last six months in new and fresh ways. I am learning more about him, my self, my family, and our world. New ideas and desires, fresh dreams and focused passions seem to be exploding within me. It is an exciting time. It is also a confusing time. Since I am only one person, I cannot move in the direction of every passion or new idea at the same time. I need to know what to focus on. And I need to know what God wants me to do and when he wants me to do it.
Direction in Desolate Places
A story from Jesus life that has been significant for me in my faith journey is found in Mark 1:29-39. Jesus is busy doing ministry and it is beginning to really take off. New people are coming, crowds are gathering…they want to be touched by Jesus. When it seems as if the movement is really taking off, the passage says of Jesus, “And rising early in the morning, while it was still dark, he departed and went out to a desolate place, and there he prayed.” What is significant about this story is that when the disciples come looking for Jesus because the people are waiting, Jesus has new focus and clarity. He leaves the crowds behind and moves on to the next place for ministry. He knows what God wants him to do and he knows it is time to do it.
The Lesson
The lesson here for me…for all of us…is that when we find ourselves in moments where we lack clarity or aren’t sure what to focus on, the answer is to pull away to a solitary place. There we can get away from the noise of the life so we can hear the voice of God. His voice will direct us, if we are willing to get alone so we can be attentive to it.
So What?
If you find yourself needing direction or clarity, schedule some extended times to be alone with God over the next few weeks. I am blocking out a several mornings over the summer months for extended times of prayer and journaling, so I can focus in on hearing God’s voice. Maybe you’d like to do the same thing.
